We do not know if my Zyprexa is  working anymore. I have to

go to my Docter today. We need to review my meds.  Last

night I felt  angry amd irantional. For the past week I have

been feeling like that. My Nurse will take me there. We are

making appointments to go to Calgary in July. The social 

 worker sent us  a message. Everything is ok. Today no

chorea. I am so healthy. Except for mentally. I need to get

something that works more than a month for me.   I am so

healthy today. It is werid one day healthy. The next  very,  very

sick. Let’s find the hope deep inside us. Let’s find our hope

implanted in our hearts. We know now that we can get cured.

We know now that everything will work out. Plan your life.

Forget HD. Just live. This is all we have. Not for long. We have

HD. We can fight you every day. Every way,  we have to fight

you. We need control. We need the right to smile. To laugh.

We have to fight for every one. Only we know how hard that

fight it is. We should never lose soght of what really matters.