Mood:  energetic

All of my Doctors are going to have a family conference so

that they can think of ways to help us. Trevor’s Mom is pulling

 away from us. She has been doing it for three months. She

wants Trevor and I to separate. She ditched me in the

hospital. Promised me she would come. My Dad was going to

come and take me home for a bit. She never did.  All we really

have is my Dad right now. When I was hospitalized, that is

when she tried extra hard to part us. When I left I did not

know if I had Trevor to go home to. She is trying to break our

vows. He told me no matter how bad things would get he

would never leave. My Dad is all we have. She went on a trip to

Mexico. Never came back the same. She avoided us. On Friday

I get to talk to a home support worker. We are going to

organize everything. They will give me time to do my site.

They will be here in the morning for meds. We get 5 days a

week free. That is good. With all of these problems. All we

can do is hope. Things have to improve. We have to believe.

Believe in life and being HD free. It is hard to have this

hanging over our heads. We have to cope. I believe that

everything has to get better. Believe in our happiness. In our

joy. In our laughter. Believe in all for the good things that will

come. The good things that have.  All good things will never

die. Hope will never die also. Hope for our future will never

die too. Always have that. Having all of that will help you live.