Mood:  lucky

I’m having a homecare assessment tomorrow. I am petrified. I am

so scared of losing my independence. We knew this was going to

 happen eventually. This won’t affect me blogging. Running this all

of my life. Even if I am incapacited. I need to help everyone here

live. Igave you life. I am not going to leave. Lots more to learn. I

have to accept home care. There is nothing I can do about it. Just

believe there is a cure that has our name on it. We will not be

forgotten. We will have our time to live in the pure light of

happiness. We will get there. We will be cured. Don’t ever forget

that. That is what we struggle for everyday. Hope. That is the word.

Don’t ever forget it.